MODJESKA CANYON
–for Petrut
Not the cattails choking, cloaking sound
but the snuffed candle dusk of bat wings
above your head. Not the candle 
but the emergence of griddled want
between satellite and stars. There will always 
be a snaked bark whose name you 
never remember in this canyon. 
When you think of love—           do you? 
Between here and there, there is a there there 
maybe a diner, maybe you see the yellowed
light too. I pray that in old age, we get to shuffle 
together, out out. If we are lucky. The best case 
scenario. I will never be okay when you leave 
and yet—                       I am quiet 
because I am praying. Enjoy 
this rare hour of golden light. Swear it. 
Allie Rigby has roots in the chaparral and deserts of California. She is the author of Moonscape for a Child (Bored Wolves, 2024), and the recent recipient of a Fulbright fellowship to Romania. Her poetry has appeared in Living on Earth Radio, Parentheses Journal, Manzano Mountain Review, Visitant Lit, and more.